amanda -

i'm feeling very weird tonight. very reflective. very critical. kind of quiet and contemplative and a little sad.

items of note:

- i love the smell of old and new books, respectively.
- i am starting the process of attempting to fix the discoloration of my teeth due to meds my mom took while pregnant with me. it's one reason i'm self-conscious about my smile.
- i have a stack of about ten luna bars next to me. i really have no idea how i ended up with this many.
- space saver bags are a gift from god.
- my left leg hurts from working out too much and not stretching enough.
- i can't wait to go to boston.
- i'm scared of going to boston.
- i wish that when i looked in the mirror the person i saw matched what i think i look like in my head. i'm pretty sure there's a name for this.
- i really enjoy making facebook albums of baby animals and tagging people as said animals. i hope it brightens their day.
- i'm lucky to have found someone who cares about me in a way that makes me feel worthwhile and important.
- my last relationship really fucked me up.
- i think my mom is unraveling a little bit.
- cranberry juice, vodka & lime juice.
- i wish other people knew how awesome they were.
- i wish i didn't come off as a total lunatic/creep/weirdo sometimes.
- the internet is supremely boring.
- i wish more unexpectedly fun and/or surprising things happened to me.
- not working is pretty amazing.
- i am constantly looking up random facts about simmons. the more i find out, the more i love it.
- tomorrow i'm going to get up and bake something to try to curb this slight sadness i feel.

side note: who the hell reads this anymore/will admit to doing so? i know there are people out there in internet-land that do read these thoughts of mine and i don't know about it, so since i'm sharing and you're reading - you should share too. stream of thought, quote, fact, whatever. let's connect.